Nevermind, acabo de ver algo que me abrio los ojos
asi que lo escribire.
..................
Finalmente entiendo,
te entiendo,
o al menos creo entenderte.
No voy a dar un sermon
sobre como tendre que aceptarlo
con el tiempo,
simplemente voy a decir.
"Ok".
Pero yo merezco ser feliz,
merezco ser egoista,
y hacer lo que yo quiero hacer.
Y eso es precisamente
lo que planeo hacer a partir de este
momento.
No mas sufrimiento,
no mas quejas ni maldiciones.
Hoy, todo eso se termina.
Finalmente, hay algo que tu
tienes que entender.
Yo estoy pensando en mi mismo ahora
y vas a tener que aceptarlo,
te duela o no, yo voy a ser feliz a mi manera.
Voy a lograr lo que quiero,
voy a pelear por lo que deseo
y voy a vivir como quiero vivir.
Y no importa que es lo que pienses al respecto,
mi felicidad ahora esta en amarte,
ya no se trata de un 1 mas 1.
Quieras lo o no, te voy a seguir amando.
Porque eso es lo que me hace feliz.
No voy a sufrir mas,
y no se cuanto tiempo siga con esta idea.
Pero te amare hasta que ya no quiera hacerlo mas.
Te queda la esperanza de que quizas
algun dia me aburra o me rinda.
Yo voy a pelear porque no sea asi.
Vivire y sere feliz,
tal como tu quieres que lo haga,
pero dejar de amarte?,
eso es algo que tu no puedes obligarme
a no hacer.
Disculpa,
pero es mi turno de ser egoista.
Te amo,
see you when i see you.
Sunday, June 8, 2014
Non retarded blogspot 1:
No voy a escribir mierda hoy,
este es un blogpost para yo acordarme de X cosas.
....
Principalmente
Que tengo que dejar de ser
un completo estupido.
este es un blogpost para yo acordarme de X cosas.
....
Principalmente
Que tengo que dejar de ser
un completo estupido.
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
The key
(A veces se me da por escribir en ingles,
me recuerda cosas y todo fluye mas facil)
Everyone has one key, only one key.
Whenever you keep it to yourself
or give it to somebody else,
its your decision.
Im here right now to let you all know
that giving out your key is
a pretty shitty idea.
Learned that the hard way.
By that im not saying "never fall in love"
thats not it, people.
Your key is something you should always
keep for yourself, not because of all
the drama it may cause to give it
to the wrong person,
but because of other reasons.
Nobody can handle the responsibility
or having someone else's key,
nobody.
Giving your key to your loved one
is a mistake
because deep down inside you
you start feeling vulnerable
and weak.
You become insecure
and start being afraid of
your keyholder.
You suddenly feel that your lock
is in danger, every argument
you have to turn around
and realize that your lock is
not in your power anymore.
Someone else has the responsibility
to keep it safe now.
You check your lock everyday
hoping that things work out
for the better.
But in the end, they never do.
So learn from my story,
keep your key to yourself,
be happy that way.
Always keep control of your lock,
always be in command,
because once somebody else has
the ability to open your lock
you will lose.
Fall in love with yourself,
do love someone else,
but also learn to love your key,
learn to keep things to yourself.
That was my mistake,
i loved too much,
And now i have to stick to hoping
that someday
i might be able to change my own lock.
Change the lock even though it will
crack it down for a while
until i can fix it.
Even though i dont want to do it.
me recuerda cosas y todo fluye mas facil)
Everyone has one key, only one key.
Whenever you keep it to yourself
or give it to somebody else,
its your decision.
Im here right now to let you all know
that giving out your key is
a pretty shitty idea.
Learned that the hard way.
By that im not saying "never fall in love"
thats not it, people.
Your key is something you should always
keep for yourself, not because of all
the drama it may cause to give it
to the wrong person,
but because of other reasons.
Nobody can handle the responsibility
or having someone else's key,
nobody.
Giving your key to your loved one
is a mistake
because deep down inside you
you start feeling vulnerable
and weak.
You become insecure
and start being afraid of
your keyholder.
You suddenly feel that your lock
is in danger, every argument
you have to turn around
and realize that your lock is
not in your power anymore.
Someone else has the responsibility
to keep it safe now.
You check your lock everyday
hoping that things work out
for the better.
But in the end, they never do.
So learn from my story,
keep your key to yourself,
be happy that way.
Always keep control of your lock,
always be in command,
because once somebody else has
the ability to open your lock
you will lose.
Fall in love with yourself,
do love someone else,
but also learn to love your key,
learn to keep things to yourself.
That was my mistake,
i loved too much,
And now i have to stick to hoping
that someday
i might be able to change my own lock.
Change the lock even though it will
crack it down for a while
until i can fix it.
Even though i dont want to do it.
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